Grief is an inevitable part of life, one that I personally believe to be among the greatest sufferings of humankind. Yet, while often a source of deep pain, grief can also be a source of great love. That reluctance to let go of someone we cherished is the last act of affection we give to those who have passed.
Grief is a process of many intertwining emotions. Shock, anger, depression, and confusion may surface, to name just a few. While Elisabeth Kübler-Ross created a helpful formula addressing the stages of grief, it is important to remember there is no right or wrong way to grieve. Contrary to what people may say, each person grieves differently.
Grief is Like an Ocean
Grief is like the ocean; enormous, ever-changing. It comes in waves, ebbing and flowing. Sometimes it is calm, gentle, almost peaceful. Other times it is overwhelming, strong and aggressive. These are the times it can knock us off our feet, taking the wind from our sails. The enormity of loss often weighs heavily. When that heavy feeling right in the pit of the stomach forms, we can feel like we are sinking into it.
On other days, it is almost manageable. Life continues. We get caught up in everyday routines, our pain almost fleeting. A gentle wave comes to the surface when we are hit with a memory or a reminder of our loved ones. We slowly learn to tread water, working to keep our heads above the tide. It can be challenging at first, but we get through. The day passes. Much like the waves in the ocean, our pain is fluctuating.
Can we ever really learn to live well in our grief and move on from the pain of our loss? I feel we never truly part from those we love, and many people don’t wish to. We can, however, move forward and learn to live with our loss, gradually easing the pain. We can adapt, move around our grief, and eventually rebuild a life without our loved ones. Counselling can help reach this goal.
Working with grief in a therapeutic setting has been one of the most beautiful yet difficult presentations for me and the clients I have had the privilege to work with. I have found it important to honour the strength it takes for a client in their suffering to show up each week to face their pain.
Grief counselling is intended to help the client process their thoughts and feelings around the loss. Of course, talking through grief does not take it away, nor minimise the impact the loss has on the client’s life. It can, however, soften the experience, allowing the client to healthily process their thoughts and feelings, holding space entirely for the client’s experience, anguish, and grief, enabling a level of gentle healing to occur.
When beginning to work with grief in the therapeutic setting, I value the importance of firstly holding space for the clients. I emphasize the value of the client’s emotional experience, allowing the raw feelings to surface in a gentle, safe environment. It is important to sit with these feelings, holding the client fully in the presence of their pain.
When Anger Gives Way to Pain
Recently whilst working with a new client in session, they seemed reluctant to visit their grief, presenting each week with anger and deflecting on the initial reason they had begun therapy. Each week they presented irritated and angry, often projecting these emotions at small minor inconveniences that happened within the week, sometimes exploding and intensely reacting as they told their stories. Sessions became governed by anger, with the client unwilling to take it anywhere else. For a few weeks, I allowed space for this anger, and we worked in the moment to afford the client full autonomy in the sessions.
A few weeks on, the client presented another angry story, like the previous week and the week before that, and again over a small inconvenience. As usual, I held space for the high emotions, and once the client had finished their story, silence filled the room. They looked at me for empathy and understanding, but I did not respond to the story on this occasion.
“Would you not be angry at this?” they asked. After some silent pondering, I shared that in my experience of working as a therapeutic counsellor, at times anger can be a secondary emotion, explaining that sometimes if you are hurt in some way you might express this negative emotion instead of emotional pain — that for some, it might be easier to express anger rather than hurt. A pause.
I felt now was the opportunity to move into the next phase of our work, compassionately inquiring about the feeling of anger further. “Tell me, what is underneath your anger?” I noticed the shock at being challenged on their aggression as the client processed this question.
Softly encouraging the client, I invited them to “Stay with the thoughts and feelings that are surfacing,” and in response, they had a deeply emotional reaction to the question. Answering quietly, they said, “grief, my anger is grief.”
Relief washed over them as they identified and acknowledged the emotion. “Ok,” I said as I let out a breath, “let us together hold space for your grief. I know this is hard, I know this is painful, but let us together sit with this pain until it passes, soothes, or settles. I promise you are safe. If we sit with it right here, right now, exactly as we are, it will soften for the time being.”
On Reflection
On reflection, I realise the importance of sitting with these feelings, fully leaning into the experience, holding the client present in their pain and softly working through the emotions. Reassurance and gentle guidance are paramount when working with grief.
Within my therapeutic work, compassion and empathy are a salve to emotional injury. Sitting with a client in their pain is a powerful thing to do. It does not come naturally to a lot of people, as often they will want to repress, suppress, or avoid that pain and those experiences, much like my client did. However, the healing is in feeling them.
Now that my client had accepted their feelings, we began to do the work. Sometimes we would sit in total silence, acknowledging the energy in the room while my client worked through the feelings they experienced, and once the energy shifted, we began to regulate each emotion.
To move into this level of awareness and regulation I often encourage clients to acknowledge where in the body they feel sensations, softly inviting them to explore the feeling with me. “How does that feel? Does it feel hard or soft? Describe the sensation your body is experiencing right now?” This keeps the client grounded, and usually I find the feelings soften.
It may feel beneficial to lead the client into some gentle breathwork, staying present and engaged, co-regulating alongside the client. I may invite them to put their hand on their heart, to keep eye contact with me as we inhale through our noses and exhale through our mouths. This encourages the body to regulate and settle. Once I feel regulation has occurred, we may move into sharing memories of their loved ones, often discussing loving moments or times of laughter.
My clients’ laughs and their glistening smiles as they recount their memories are beautiful moments to witness, and moments I will always be very humbled to be part of.
Questions for Thought and Discussion
What is your reaction to the author’s approach to addressing grief therapeutically?
Is her approach similar to or different from your own way of addressing grief?
Are there particular grief-related issues that you struggle with in counseling?
What personal life experiences have influenced your approach to grief counseling?
File under: The Art of Psychotherapy, A Day in the Life of a Therapist
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Grief is a process of many intertwining emotions. Shock, anger, depression, and confusion may surface, to name just a few. While Elisabeth Kübler-Ross created a helpful formula addressing the stages of grief, it is important to remember there is no right or wrong way to grieve. Contrary to what people may say, each person grieves differently.
Grief is Like an Ocean
Grief is like the ocean; enormous, ever-changing. It comes in waves, ebbing and flowing. Sometimes it is calm, gentle, almost peaceful. Other times it is overwhelming, strong and aggressive. These are the times it can knock us off our feet, taking the wind from our sails. The enormity of loss often weighs heavily. When that heavy feeling right in the pit of the stomach forms, we can feel like we are sinking into it.
On other days, it is almost manageable. Life continues. We get caught up in everyday routines, our pain almost fleeting. A gentle wave comes to the surface when we are hit with a memory or a reminder of our loved ones. We slowly learn to tread water, working to keep our heads above the tide. It can be challenging at first, but we get through. The day passes. Much like the waves in the ocean, our pain is fluctuating.
Can we ever really learn to live well in our grief and move on from the pain of our loss? I feel we never truly part from those we love, and many people don’t wish to. We can, however, move forward and learn to live with our loss, gradually easing the pain. We can adapt, move around our grief, and eventually rebuild a life without our loved ones. Counselling can help reach this goal.
Working with grief in a therapeutic setting has been one of the most beautiful yet difficult presentations for me and the clients I have had the privilege to work with. I have found it important to honour the strength it takes for a client in their suffering to show up each week to face their pain.
Grief counselling is intended to help the client process their thoughts and feelings around the loss. Of course, talking through grief does not take it away, nor minimise the impact the loss has on the client’s life. It can, however, soften the experience, allowing the client to healthily process their thoughts and feelings, holding space entirely for the client’s experience, anguish, and grief, enabling a level of gentle healing to occur.
When beginning to work with grief in the therapeutic setting, I value the importance of firstly holding space for the clients. I emphasize the value of the client’s emotional experience, allowing the raw feelings to surface in a gentle, safe environment. It is important to sit with these feelings, holding the client fully in the presence of their pain.
When Anger Gives Way to Pain
Recently whilst working with a new client in session, they seemed reluctant to visit their grief, presenting each week with anger and deflecting on the initial reason they had begun therapy. Each week they presented irritated and angry, often projecting these emotions at small minor inconveniences that happened within the week, sometimes exploding and intensely reacting as they told their stories. Sessions became governed by anger, with the client unwilling to take it anywhere else. For a few weeks, I allowed space for this anger, and we worked in the moment to afford the client full autonomy in the sessions.
A few weeks on, the client presented another angry story, like the previous week and the week before that, and again over a small inconvenience. As usual, I held space for the high emotions, and once the client had finished their story, silence filled the room. They looked at me for empathy and understanding, but I did not respond to the story on this occasion.
“Would you not be angry at this?” they asked. After some silent pondering, I shared that in my experience of working as a therapeutic counsellor, at times anger can be a secondary emotion, explaining that sometimes if you are hurt in some way you might express this negative emotion instead of emotional pain — that for some, it might be easier to express anger rather than hurt. A pause.
I felt now was the opportunity to move into the next phase of our work, compassionately inquiring about the feeling of anger further. “Tell me, what is underneath your anger?” I noticed the shock at being challenged on their aggression as the client processed this question.
Softly encouraging the client, I invited them to “Stay with the thoughts and feelings that are surfacing,” and in response, they had a deeply emotional reaction to the question. Answering quietly, they said, “grief, my anger is grief.”
Relief washed over them as they identified and acknowledged the emotion. “Ok,” I said as I let out a breath, “let us together hold space for your grief. I know this is hard, I know this is painful, but let us together sit with this pain until it passes, soothes, or settles. I promise you are safe. If we sit with it right here, right now, exactly as we are, it will soften for the time being.”
On Reflection
On reflection, I realise the importance of sitting with these feelings, fully leaning into the experience, holding the client present in their pain and softly working through the emotions. Reassurance and gentle guidance are paramount when working with grief.
Within my therapeutic work, compassion and empathy are a salve to emotional injury. Sitting with a client in their pain is a powerful thing to do. It does not come naturally to a lot of people, as often they will want to repress, suppress, or avoid that pain and those experiences, much like my client did. However, the healing is in feeling them.
Now that my client had accepted their feelings, we began to do the work. Sometimes we would sit in total silence, acknowledging the energy in the room while my client worked through the feelings they experienced, and once the energy shifted, we began to regulate each emotion.
To move into this level of awareness and regulation I often encourage clients to acknowledge where in the body they feel sensations, softly inviting them to explore the feeling with me. “How does that feel? Does it feel hard or soft? Describe the sensation your body is experiencing right now?” This keeps the client grounded, and usually I find the feelings soften.
It may feel beneficial to lead the client into some gentle breathwork, staying present and engaged, co-regulating alongside the client. I may invite them to put their hand on their heart, to keep eye contact with me as we inhale through our noses and exhale through our mouths. This encourages the body to regulate and settle. Once I feel regulation has occurred, we may move into sharing memories of their loved ones, often discussing loving moments or times of laughter.
My clients’ laughs and their glistening smiles as they recount their memories are beautiful moments to witness, and moments I will always be very humbled to be part of.
Questions for Thought and Discussion
What is your reaction to the author’s approach to addressing grief therapeutically?
Is her approach similar to or different from your own way of addressing grief?
Are there particular grief-related issues that you struggle with in counseling?
What personal life experiences have influenced your approach to grief counseling?
File under: The Art of Psychotherapy, A Day in the Life of a Therapist