I am a Safe and Sound Protocol provider (SSP.) In my clinical experience with the protocol, I have worked with children who have experienced severe trauma including physical abuse, sexual abuse, neglect, disruptive behaviors, dysregulation, and the disparities accompanying rural living. I have also worked with individual/family needs associated with neurodivergence.
In this work, I have relied heavily upon Stephen Porges’ Polyvagal Theory because I have found that looking at behavior through this particular lens provides a framework that depathologizes clients and emphasizes safe relationships. This lens also promotes an understanding from within the client and between the systems in which the client is embedded. James is one such client.
Outwardly, he appeared calm, engaging, sociable, and playful. What, I wondered, was going on with this seemingly cherubic child to provoke him to rage and violence against his grandmother? What might be happening within the family system — within him?
James had experienced significant losses, so anger made sense. But, in spite of his placid and seemingly sociable demeanor, he was also quite emotionally disconnected; a protective strategy that helped him to feel safe and secure amidst all of the changes and losses he experienced. For many years, it was safer for James to simply not feel the pain of all these stressors. Not until we started play therapy, that is. James and I played together almost every week for many months.
Being a client-centered therapist and a play therapist, I allowed James to guide me in and out of his world, in his own time, with his own stories, items, and creativity. I noticed how he would go into a deeper part of himself, but only after many months of building emotional safety, and then it was only for a brief “nugget” of time. As I began to learn about James’ story, his past and his present, I learned to go with and trust the “ebb and flow” of the process that unfolded for him and between us in the playroom.
I recognized the importance of matching my pace to his, which can be difficult because there is a temptation to more immediately address the disruptive behaviors. I knew how vital it was for me to regulate myself so that both he and I could “dive deep” together into that private inner world he so fiercely protected.
As I worked with James, I often calmly and patiently reflected on what he was showing me through his chosen play activities which included Sandtray-world-making, art therapy, or even video games. Over the course of a few particular sessions, I noticed what is referred to in Polyvagal theory as Polyvagal countertransference — my own physiological response to the process between myself and James as we played together.
James might, for example, briefly create a sparse scene in the sand before abruptly bouncing to another activity. As this pattern continued, I patiently tracked him, monitoring my own internal physiological state so as not to become dysregulated or distracted by the rapidity of his changing play. In one particular session, a shift occurred. He created an elaborate, deep and lengthy sandtray scene, replete with a wide variety of miniatures.
I noticed myself becoming very excited, mirroring his own physiological state, and thought, “he is finally going to ‘let out’ a large piece of his trauma story.” For a brief moment, my own inner experience bordered on fight-or-flight, not as much because I felt fear or that I was scared, but because I was excited with and for James. I recall also sensing danger arising from his play, likely a mirroring of his own fear as the trauma story became revealed.
Fully connected and engaged in that amazing moment, our nervous systems met. He brought all of him, I brought all of me. If only for a moment, it was in that sliver of spacetime that healing was happening. In that space I could say to James, I see you. I see your pain, I see your loss. I see this anger, confusion. I see all of it in this story that you just told me. I see how this big storm came and wiped out the entire town, and how your mom was swept away. How you tried to save her, and how you still want to save her.
In that magnificent moment, all of James’ heavy and painful feelings finally surfaced. I was able to contain those emotions for James because my own nervous system was responding to his. And that level of attunement was not shown with words but through and with a shared energy. The within and between.
Questions for Discussion and Thought
How have you used the work of Stephen Porges in your clinical work with children? With adults?
What about the way the therapist worked with James do you appreciate? Why?
How might you have worked differently with James?
File under: The Art of Psychotherapy, Child & Adolescent Therapy
In this work, I have relied heavily upon Stephen Porges’ Polyvagal Theory because I have found that looking at behavior through this particular lens provides a framework that depathologizes clients and emphasizes safe relationships. This lens also promotes an understanding from within the client and between the systems in which the client is embedded. James is one such client.
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A Tale of Therapeutic Attunement
Seven-year-old James (a fictitious name) was referred for his disruptive and aggressive behaviors. James was being raised by his paternal grandparents as his father died by suicide when James was young, and his mother was unable to care for him due to her complications with mental illness. James’ behavior with me was often the exact opposite of what the adults in his life reported.Outwardly, he appeared calm, engaging, sociable, and playful. What, I wondered, was going on with this seemingly cherubic child to provoke him to rage and violence against his grandmother? What might be happening within the family system — within him?
James had experienced significant losses, so anger made sense. But, in spite of his placid and seemingly sociable demeanor, he was also quite emotionally disconnected; a protective strategy that helped him to feel safe and secure amidst all of the changes and losses he experienced. For many years, it was safer for James to simply not feel the pain of all these stressors. Not until we started play therapy, that is. James and I played together almost every week for many months.
Being a client-centered therapist and a play therapist, I allowed James to guide me in and out of his world, in his own time, with his own stories, items, and creativity. I noticed how he would go into a deeper part of himself, but only after many months of building emotional safety, and then it was only for a brief “nugget” of time. As I began to learn about James’ story, his past and his present, I learned to go with and trust the “ebb and flow” of the process that unfolded for him and between us in the playroom.
I recognized the importance of matching my pace to his, which can be difficult because there is a temptation to more immediately address the disruptive behaviors. I knew how vital it was for me to regulate myself so that both he and I could “dive deep” together into that private inner world he so fiercely protected.
As I worked with James, I often calmly and patiently reflected on what he was showing me through his chosen play activities which included Sandtray-world-making, art therapy, or even video games. Over the course of a few particular sessions, I noticed what is referred to in Polyvagal theory as Polyvagal countertransference — my own physiological response to the process between myself and James as we played together.
James might, for example, briefly create a sparse scene in the sand before abruptly bouncing to another activity. As this pattern continued, I patiently tracked him, monitoring my own internal physiological state so as not to become dysregulated or distracted by the rapidity of his changing play. In one particular session, a shift occurred. He created an elaborate, deep and lengthy sandtray scene, replete with a wide variety of miniatures.
I noticed myself becoming very excited, mirroring his own physiological state, and thought, “he is finally going to ‘let out’ a large piece of his trauma story.” For a brief moment, my own inner experience bordered on fight-or-flight, not as much because I felt fear or that I was scared, but because I was excited with and for James. I recall also sensing danger arising from his play, likely a mirroring of his own fear as the trauma story became revealed.
Fully connected and engaged in that amazing moment, our nervous systems met. He brought all of him, I brought all of me. If only for a moment, it was in that sliver of spacetime that healing was happening. In that space I could say to James, I see you. I see your pain, I see your loss. I see this anger, confusion. I see all of it in this story that you just told me. I see how this big storm came and wiped out the entire town, and how your mom was swept away. How you tried to save her, and how you still want to save her.
In that magnificent moment, all of James’ heavy and painful feelings finally surfaced. I was able to contain those emotions for James because my own nervous system was responding to his. And that level of attunement was not shown with words but through and with a shared energy. The within and between.
Questions for Discussion and Thought
How have you used the work of Stephen Porges in your clinical work with children? With adults?
What about the way the therapist worked with James do you appreciate? Why?
How might you have worked differently with James?
File under: The Art of Psychotherapy, Child & Adolescent Therapy